Trying not to get bitter...it’s hard when he gets to do what he wants in his off time and get all…

Trying not to get bitter...it’s hard when he gets to do what he wants in his off time and get all the sleep he needs and I am taking care of the kids living with my aunt. The kids and I are sleeping in my uncles office with all of our things. Trying to stay organized and neat and tidy but it’s hard.