My youngest baby would’ve been 3 years old this year. January 7th 2015 he passed away of sids at 5…
My youngest baby would’ve been 3 years old this year. January 7th 2015 he passed away of sids at 5 months. After he passed I got pregnant the next year. March 2016 I had an ectopic pregnancy, March 2017 I had a missed miscarriage. Thankfully I am blessed again to be pregnant again. People ask me if I’m excited for this pregnancy and honestly I haven’t been able to enjoy it because I’ve been freaking terrified. Am I blessed yes, scared yes. But when my rainbow baby gets here I’ll probably feel a little better. My baby boy is gonna be a big brother! ❤️
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If you don't mind me asking....there was no explanation at all as to why your youngest died at 5 months?
Ki Johnson·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@juliaschade41, no. As many times as I asked for answers they said there’s no explanation for crib death. In their words “It just happens” they don’t know why. Trust me not knowing how to stop it leaves no room for closure smh
Jaz·
@juliaschade41 it says SIDS. That breaks my heart 😭
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@mommykai I get scared of it everyday with my little one. I can't imagine the pain you felt/feel. Im so sorry for your loss. Sids only occurs in the crib?
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@jleona I can read.
Ki Johnson·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@juliaschade41, no it can actually occur anywhere. A friend of mine had her son pass from sids in his car seat while she was food shopping at Walmart. She thought he just fell asleep but he never woke up. I don’t mean to scare other moms but it’s VERY real. I never thought it would happen to me until it did.
Jaz·
@juliaschade41 lol okay, no need to be rude. I figured SIDS was self explanatory tho and thought you missed that part of her sentence 🤷♀️
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@jleona I thought you were initially being rude but whatever.
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@mommykai wow....I am so sorry. May God bless you with this angel you carry. Many prayers to you. You're so very brave and a strong person.💖💖💖💖
Jaz·
@juliaschade41 Not at all .. which is why I added it breaks my heart to somewhat lighten the comment so it wouldn't seem like I was being an ass. No big deal.
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@jleona I asked her questions cuz I don't know much about this, in which she very kindly responded to my curiosity. 👍
Jaz·
@mommykai that has always been my number one fear because it seems impossible to prevent it. I'm sure things will go great with this pregnancy tho! Prayers and positivity your way mama 🤗
Jaz·
@juliaschade41 okay.
Bianca Mendez·
В ожидании первенца
Were you breastfeeding 😦😕😞
Ki Johnson·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@bmndz95, yes but even if you do or don’t that doesn’t change anything
Ki Johnson·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@jleona, thank you lovely. I guess towards the end I’ll enjoy it. But right now I can’t.
Marilu·
I am so sorry... this breaks my heart. But I'm so happy you are pregnant again.
Ki Johnson·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@morganmommy79, thank you beautiful ❤️
makayla goodell·
If you don’t mind me asking how long after your ectopic did you bleed? (I’ll have bleed for 2 weeks as of tomorrow)
Ki Johnson·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@makaylag, I had surgery for them to remove the tissue but it was about 2 1/2 -3 weeks