Update on my life: left Starbucks work at the YMCA now and I get to bring my kids with me meaning I no longer need to pump and I can just feed Lana there.. feeling blessed is an understatement.. I’m literally thankful everyday for this.. the perks are amazing and I think my moms willing to help me pay my rent when I get an apartment for the kids and I... I am so not ready to get a house lol single mom in a house alone with 3 kids? That’s a stress level I haven’t even prepared to consider.. I can deal with an apartment and some utilities though.. still got a few more bucks to save up for THE right minivan though so I have time.
Hope y’all are good xo
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Contractions are 9 minutes apart and painful... On way to hospital my dr already called said to go straight to registration, so they can check me in then they will take me to maternity... Getting anxious..
Okay ladys!! I need some serious help!! Social services called me today and said that there going to take us to court because of what happened with my daughters dad and my husband!! Does ANYONE know of legal help that we can afford!? Im so scared because they said that it can end in getting my kids taken away from us because they dont think that they are in a safe house! Which they are btw!! Please... anyone?
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
So I wanted to name my daughter Serenity & then my brother & parents called me after they had a whole house meeting saying the name “wouldn’t get her a job”.. now I’m back to square one 🙄