Venting I don't know how my hubby can be so confident in his self all the time...I am rarely self confident but I don't…

Venting

I don't know how my hubby can be so confident in his self all the time...I am rarely self confident but I don't show it to people. I'm very self conscious all the time n just thought how my hubby can be so confident all the time. Even when he is dead wrong n break down n apologize he is just so self assured. He just don't know how self conscious n self unsure I am. He treat me like a Queen n want me to be confident n to have great self esteem but since my delivery my self esteem n confidence just went away. I having issues with him touching me n flirting bc I'm not feeling it it's not him at all its how I feel about me. It's hard to get my sexy back I force myself to fake his wanting to interact but deep down I feel so unattractive n not wanting to expose my body to him. It's crazy bc he is my hubby n I love him so much. I have to work on my esteem b4 can fully "interact" with him the way he want to.