Everything happens for a reason and this baby is no mistake. The way i conceived was traumatizing...…

Everything happens for a reason and this baby is no mistake. The way i conceived was traumatizing... But i couldnt get pregnant for 5 yrs. Tried artificial incimination for 13,grand. Then took hormoans both me and my man. Who may not be my man much longer. Cuz of how hes treating me when i already am under enough stress knowing im 22 and this is my only shot at pregnacy cuz i have a condition where when they do a c section they are doing a serious surgury which ends in my tubes being tied...i was told by my dr that this is litterly a mirical and if i miscarry rhere gonna do the surgury then and there so ill never have a shot at having my own blood child not saying im not against adoption and stuff cuz i am all for that but giving birth and that connection every women truely knows what i mean if theyve struggled with fertility... I am gona not stress cuz i cant risk loosen my only shot at having a baby.i love my baby so much i no longer feel alone everytime i lay in bed and start feeling lonly i feel my bump and feel its heartbeat i hate saying it cuz idk the gender cuz legs were closed but said sounds like a boy. But idc i love this unborn baby more then iv ever loved anything else in my intire life. And want this baby more then anything. I love him/her more then the world. Cuz him/her is gonna be the apple of my eye