My baby girl is almost 2 months 💖 she's on track to where she needs to be but I'm not 😕 I haven't been completely honest…

My baby girl is almost 2 months 💖 she's on track to where she needs to be but I'm not 😕 I haven't been completely honest with ppd and even though I'm willing to admit it here, I'm having difficulty telling my doctor. I don't want to be put under a microscope. Has anyone whose familiar had similar anxieties?