@cocoa, thank you so much! 😊

As soon as bubs comes out none of the pain matters anymore, my best advice is just don't think about it, thinking about it just makes it worse, it's only a few hours, also if you need to scream do it! Don't let other people tell you how to deal with your pain, do what you need, get whatever pain relief you need

I wasn't as nervous until now lol 😩

I felt that way that early and still am