When I first found out 2 years ago I was going to be a mother I was struck with the worst fear. Fear…
When I first found out 2 years ago I was going to be a mother I was struck with the worst fear. Fear that I wouldn't be good enough. Fear is never be able to give them everything they needed. Fear I would fail as a mother. Fear I would fail as a partner/spouse. Just fear that I would never be ready enough or be a good mother. Hit with all this fear but there was one thing that pushed me through all of it. Love. The love I felt for this unborn child. Love that I felt for my husband for giving me such a great gift. Love of my body for being able to produce such an amazing human being. I began to feel every emotion so much stronger and everything meant so much more but nothing has or ever will overcome the amazing love I have for my children and for my husband for giving me my amazing children. Nothing else matters in the world when you have this love for your family. All that horrible fear falls out the window and I wonder why I even feared in the first place. ♡
Monica·
I still fear. Every time he has a bad day, where he’s super cranky for whatever reason, I lay in bed feeling like I’m failing, that I’m a terrible mother and somehow ruining him for life. And then there’s days like today where he runs from his toys to give me a hug and a kiss, and then pats my leg like “I love you mama, you’re doing great” and I know all those fears are normal, but they’re not real.
Stephanie Valentine·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (31 нед.)
@nomli at the end of the day nobody can do our jobs better than us♡