I keep hoping that I just go into labor. I'm tired of waiting, I just need my son to be born. Lately…

I keep hoping that I just go into labor. I'm tired of waiting, I just need my son to be born. Lately I've been feeling depressed and when I'm by myself I just over think and cry. I feel like when I'm left alone at my house I lose my mind. And I want to tell my doctor but I don't want to seem crazy. I just want my baby born so I don't feel alone. I have my boyfriend but we don't live together. He would be over here everyday if he could. But car troubles are crazy