feeling very down , since another fight between me & my daughters father. all i want is for him to…

feeling very down , since another fight between me & my daughters father. all i want is for him to be there for my babygirl & all he wants to do is mess around with all thoses little whores & not help me prepare for the arrival of my babygirl 😪 i still love him not because hes my childs father but because its more than that. i always gotta hind my feelings for him & act like i dont care when i really do care. idk ..