Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I have a low tolerance of pain so I’m screwed either way 😂 but I am going to get through a natural birth no matter what!

Quick question: Are the contractions or pushing the most painful?

I’ve felt contractions with my first and omg. But I didn’t experience the pushing. He was way to tiny.

Hmm just fed my baby 4oz and he kept crying and sucking in his thumb after. So I fixed him two more ounces. Guess he is ready to start getting more 🤷🏻‍♀️

Sapphire was born at 8:03pm. Started cervidil last night at about 10pm. It increased my contractions and by this morning I went from 1cm and 75% effaced to 4cm and 90% effaced. So we decided to hold off on anything and monitor me and see what my body did. 2 1/2 hrs they checked me and I went to 6cm and 100% effaced. They broke my water and by around 7:30 was ready to push. I pushed for 20 mins and she came into the world crying with her eyes wide open. 5lbs 11oz 19inches long. No pain meds and a...