Got my hair done. Was so stressed today because I had to get a culture done. I was sexually abused…

Got my hair done. Was so stressed today because I had to get a culture done. I was sexually abused when I was younger so I have ptsd. I asked the doctors at the very beginning of this pregnancy if they could give me a heads up at the appointment before if they are going to be doing a exam. So I ended up getting the doctor who absolutely hates me. Of course I don't even get a before the doctor sees me prep even tho I was there for an hour already to have ultrasound and do my stress test. And all my questions were pushed aside and not taken serious by her. Thank god they scheduled my favorite doctor to do my c section.