Starting to move past being excited for our little bean and getting into hormones and hating my guy and wondering if…

Starting to move past being excited for our little bean and getting into hormones and hating my guy and wondering if we're ready to be parents :( I hate feeling this way because I know deep down this is the blessing and life change and honestly role I was meant to play in life but can't help but feel like I'm still so immature and to be honest was not planning this financially. I know it will only push me to grow but I just need reassurance I guess? I don't have many friends and don't speak to my mother, I'm still nervous to tell my dad and my guy doesn't talk to his folks either. I feel relatively alone and wish there was someone besides his annoying ass to talk to haha! Anyways, I'm in the LA area if anyone else is finding themselves in this or similar predicament. 💕 love to all my mommies out there