I would have gave up my whole life for my babies I would have struggle but they would have been…

I would have gave up my whole life for my babies I would have struggle but they would have been taken care of. No club,friends, parties would have been on my mind just at least wanted to spend time with my babies it hurts so much to not have my babies I just don't know what I did wrong to experience such a hurtful situation...... Just want to be a mother!!!!