The first time I knew I was in love with my daughter was when I got to hold her for the first time.…

The first time I knew I was in love with my daughter was when I got to hold her for the first time. On January 11th 2016 I went to the hospital to be induced and when they started to induce me I told my husband that I was fine and then like all of a sudden I felt the contraction and I kept asking the nurse for pain meds and she finally gave them to me and they kept turning me over on different side so I wouldn't get sore and every time they put me on my right side my daughter heart rate would drop so they would roll me back over and it would go back to normal. Then they had to break my water and when they did it dropped really bad so they had to fill me up with water. I remember telling my mom that I felt like I had to poop and she told me no hunny that is the baby it is time to push so she called the nurse in and I pushed 4 times and she was out and I was waiting on her to cry and she didn't so the help her up so I could see her for a second then took her to get her cleaned up. I was freaking out and made my husband find out what was wrong. When he went over there they told him her oxygen was low and she had fluid in her lungs so they took her to the nursery where she stayed for 4 days and on the 4th day I finally got to hold her and at that moment I was in love. The picture is when I got to hold her for the first time. She was born January 12th 2016 at 11:30 am at 7lbs 9oz and 19 inches long

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