Мама сына (1 год)

Have not posted here in so long, had to take a break from everything after I lost the baby. But had to post this sweet…

Have not posted here in so long, had to take a break from everything after I lost the baby. But had to post this sweet moment, late night cuddles with my cub. He amazes me everyday, learns quick, talking too, he already wants to dress himself. It's moments like this I can't imagine my life without them. My world changed since being a mom. He is my knight in shining armor. Every time I hold him close like this my mind goes to a peaceful place, my troubles melt away at least till tomorrow but I know they will easily melt away just like now.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my…

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

The Lord gives and he takes away...who are we to play God. I stand with my state!❤

I find it pretty hilarious how people who have shown their true colors on social media snake away, delete the posts that…

I find it pretty hilarious how people who have shown their true colors on social media snake away, delete the posts that outed them and come back on social media like nothing happened. Why do that, you outed yourself, so stay out. We still see you boo boo...

Am I the only weird one? I HATE my husband touching my stomach! Every time he tries, I move his hand away. It’s like a…

Am I the only weird one? I HATE my husband touching my stomach! Every time he tries, I move his hand away. It’s like a quick reaction. He says I do it in my sleep too when he tries to cuddle with me. I don’t like my stomach and how squishy it is. He practically begged me the other day to let him touch my tummy and how much he loves and appreciates my body. 😣😣😣 I just can’t!