So my current situation:: I'm dealing with a 13 yrs old daughter who can't get along with a 7 yrs…

So my current situation::

I'm dealing with a 13 yrs old daughter who can't get along with a 7 yrs old son to safe their life. Day in n out they just bicker n fuss all the time. I have a 2 yrs old daughter (turning 2 yrs tomorrow) who is constantly into stuff n having sinus issues. A newborn who I'm trying to keep from getting sick. A husband who don't spend much time at all here in the house either working, with the neighbors or by his self. I'm feeling unattractive, flabby, over whelmed, frustrated that I'm have no time with my hubby all the time kids, not been out in a very long time, tired, moody, n really really want to just run away from everything n everyone. My family who say they would help before I had the baby is no where to be found after the baby is born....I'm just want to cry...I can't sit down n have any descent quality time with him bc Everytime a neighbor calls or knock on the door needing him for some thing. That's a big turn off n resenting him for that. I just tired of everything...I love my family but I'm just tired of the it all. I need a recharge or I'm going to just stop doing things all together.