Lord help me to not change...not change my heart ,my personality. Its crazy how you can be quick to…

Lord help me to not change...not change my heart ,my personality. Its crazy how you can be quick to help others and giving but when its time for you it seems no help is possible. Everyone have million excuses to why they unable.... I jump quick to loan you or give a helping hand but when its My time no one seems to be able. Its like why be nice when no one else seems to be nice anymore. I believe in God so im holding on to my little nice i got left but im about to change into someone who just care for my hubby andd kids no one else. Heart about to turn cold ........