when i was 8 my mom got pregnant w/ my baby brother Alex.. my family on my dad side had no boys…

when i was 8 my mom got pregnant w/ my baby brother Alex.. my family on my dad side had no boys (only girls) so he would be the one who would carry on their last name (my uncle has only girls too). throughout her pregnancy she had multiple problems which led to countless trips to the doctor, even out of town, & ultimately he was stillborn at 32 weeks. it was really hard for my whole family since none of us had ever gone through anything like it before. even tho i was only 8 i knew what was going on & was heart broken because i was looking forward to finally having a little sibling (i was always the youngest, even out of all my cousins). no one knew why, we just knew he had a lot of developmental issues although he was chromosonally fine, the rest of him was not... being blessed with a little boy makes me feel like he is my little angel. my baby brother will be with my son always, no matter what.💙 my baby boy will always have a guardian angel.