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Okay, so I haven't posted on here in a long time. Read below if you would like. So, the biggest thing to happen to me…

Okay, so I haven't posted on here in a long time. Read below if you would like. So, the biggest thing to happen to me have been having my daughter than going and being hospitalized for postpartum depression on top of a case of Bipolar. I knew I had postpartum depression and I hated it. I thought the fact that I was aware of it meant it would be okay, that it wouldn't be a problem as long as I was aware of it. Than one day I just lost all the sadness all the hurt I knew no pain, no anxiety, no stress. Nothing but peace. I grew that peace when I knew I was going to kill myself. I have a plan hell I had more than one. I knew no matter what I was going to die that night. It was in the stars. But, a very good friend took me to the hospital. The point is postpartum depression is no joke please if you have it reach out to someone. If you think you have it reach out. Baby blues lasting to long? Reach out. Please.

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alliexa

Alex

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@mari.gm, I was given meds and had to stop breastfeeding. It takes a while for meds to work and even on them you aren't promised any good days. You have to work still. It just suppose to help.

mari.gm

Maria

Same here! I was admitted and given 2 meds. I feel better but today I feel a bit of anxiety and tightness in my stomach... not my chest. I still feel a little scared.

Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in…

Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana. Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋 1/1/18-5/23/18