On day 3 of Provera and Metformin praying I get my menstrual soon can't wait to start BD lol I'm so…
On day 3 of Provera and Metformin praying I get my menstrual soon can't wait to start BD lol I'm so ready to be pregnant god I'm praying this is my year to get pregnant with are rainbow baby everyone is pregnant around me an I cant help but feel down about my situation TTC can be so emotionally draining after my miscarriage in March I told myself I would take a break from TTC ! crazy part is I haven't received a menstrual since May 31st so with that being said I finally decided I will see my doctor and start trying again but I can't help but feel a little down and out and nervous this time around told my husband's today like what if it just doesn't happen what if we miscarriage again we have suffered 19 miscarriages in our whole TTC Journey before conceiving with my daughter I had miscarriage 18 times before I actually had a successful pregnancy and I can't help to think that the same thing is going to happen again since I miscarriage since March praying that doesn't happen trying to stay positive can be so hard thank God I do have a loving supportive husband who's willing to stand by me through every step of the way but I can't help but feel like I'm letting him down and disappointing him even though he tells me he loves me regardless if we don't have another baby doesn't matter he's happy with the ones we have I can't help but to feel like it's not good enough!!!! Lord knows how bad I want to have another baby and I'm praying that this time around He blesses me with my rainbow baby a healthy successful pregnancy is all I'm asking for extremely nervous that it's not going to ever happen but I'm going to keep the faith try my best to stay positive and continue to try until God blesses me with my blessing!!!!🙏💛💙💜💚💖👣🌌🌌🌌🌈
Shanice Daye·
Мама двоих (2 года, 9 лет)
I know what you mean with everyone being pregnant arpund you I'm dying to get pregnant my husband doesn't have any kids. My boys are his stepkids and they have different father's
Jessica Lopez·
Мама четверых детей
@shay25 yes Im so frustrated I'm like come on already me an my husband have a 4 year old daughter together an I have a 10 year old son and my husband has a 11 an 15 year old son so we have 3 boys an are one girl an its crazy are kids keep asking me for a baby brother an my husband wants another baby so bad An I feel so bad because Im not getting my period smh so over it. I'm like why me Im on all this medication this month to help bring my period on so I'm hoping it does come but I swear to you I must have had four of my friends just call me up within the last two weeks and let me know they're expecting and I'm sitting here like why isn't it happen to me me and my husband been trying since our wedding day which was last year October 30th and our wedding anniversaries about to approach and still no baby I did miscarriage back in March which was so heartbreaking and don't get me wrong I'm extremely happy for everyone that's expecting but I'm just extremely sad that is just not happening to me and I just really don't know what else to do smh and all my friends that are pregnant probably only been trying for like the last 2 months and they all got pregnant I kid you not and they're all telling me you know stay positive don't give up and I get so upset with them because I'm like I've been trying for almost a whole year now you have no idea how that feels and every time my friends have tried to conceive they conceived without no problems and no miscarriage and I have to explain to all of them like you guys have no idea how it feels to have 19 miscarriages with in my whole entire adult years like it took me 2 years to get pregnant with my daughter because I kept miscarriage a I had 18 miscarriages before I had conceived of my daughter and this time around I've had one miscarriage so they just don't get it!!!
Shanice Daye·
Мама двоих (2 года, 9 лет)
@jessicagrissett1086 I k ow your pain it will be almost 2 years since my husband and I had been trying and we've been married march of last year. And he doesn't have no kids my boys are 9 and almost 3 and ive been having baby fever like no tomorrow. Every time I miss my period I get so excited until it ends up coming then I get down. I had two miscarriages before my husband and before my youngest so now he's doing testing and his Dr wants me to see a fertility Dr and then sees what happens and what's next
Jessica Lopez·
Мама четверых детей
@shay25 Well I'm praying for you guys I pray you get your rainbow baby soon!!!!💚💜💙💛💖
Shanice Daye·
Мама двоих (2 года, 9 лет)
@jessicagrissett1086 aww thank you I'm praying for you guys as well
Jessica Lopez·
Мама четверых детей
@shay25 Thank you!!
Shanice Daye·
Мама двоих (2 года, 9 лет)
@jessicagrissett1086 you're welcome hun