I'm so fuckin hormonal lately, I'm so pist at everything and anything and then I feel like I don't…

I'm so fuckin hormonal lately, I'm so pist at everything and anything and then I feel like I don't wanna talk to my friends n then I do tell them n it's like well calina u need to fig ur shit out, ok I understand that but I just feel so lost and I know it's more to do with me myself n I then with anything else, I'm not pregnant which sucks but that's life, have u ever felt like ur happy but ur not happy or felt like nothing u do self pans out bc of ppl around u? Ppl be like just distance urself from ppl then ok this isn't fb where u can unfollow someone or block them this is ur family n some friends and honestly theirs no damn mute button! I wanna move but I don't think that work either bc things just follow u! I kinda just wanna move to a place where u don't get internet service and no one will drive that far to see you Bc it's fuckin nowhere n who wants to visit nowhere? O well I'm just ranting but seriously I wish I could fig my shit out