I Just Got Out Of An Bad Abusive Relationship I'm Fighting To Keep My Son And Myself Safe From His…

I Just Got Out Of An Bad Abusive Relationship I'm Fighting To Keep My Son And Myself Safe From His Father / Fighting For Full Custody... Now My Grandfather Is In A Coma..... I'm Suffering From Depression And Insomnia And Nightmares When I Am Able To Sleep. But Some How I Still Find A Way To Smile. How? Idk.