So in the next couple of weeks my hubby will working out of town every day (coming home in the…

So in the next couple of weeks my hubby will working out of town every day (coming home in the evening but leave early in the moring).....so basically what I hear.... he more likely he won't be at the birth of our child 😭

So he recruited my parents to be on stand by to take me to the hospital when I go into labor.... Now I can say his ex took something away from me....his time to be there for the birth bc he think he have to work even harder to keep up with her child support that she put on him bc I got pregnant which he supported them since their birth. I know I sound bitter but her jealous actions made me feel like she also took somethings away from me thru my hubby. N she still with BS while getting child support on time. It's not fair....sometimes I don't know I want to continue this marriage bc I'm not sure I'm want to go thru the drama n feeling short changed. Then I sound selfish...smh 😭