Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Am I wrong for not wanting anybody to ride my sons bike but him hes 3 and he has a auntie who is the same age as him but I dont want her to ride it either...

Before anyone says anything. I was right there with him it wasn't deep yes it has two little holes in it bc of our cat. But he loved the pool for the first time! The ones with his shirt off wasnt the whole time he was out there we didn't stay out long bc of not having sunscreen and it was 91°

Trigger. Our precious boy

Last night, December 8th, 2015, at 9:58pm, our sweet precious baby boy was born sleeping. We spent 5 wonderful hours with him: holding him, talking to him, singing to him, mourning him, praying for him, and weeping over him.

Enjoying some fun in the sun ☀️

Don’t come for me about him not wearing a life jacket. I don’t want to hear it. He was fine 🙄