I just wanna put this out there, cus I gotta put it somewhere, but not on Facebook. I'm not looking…

I just wanna put this out there, cus I gotta put it somewhere, but not on Facebook. I'm not looking for any kind of response: It's just so discouraging that my husband has only done things, like feed our child a few times and now he can eat on his own. I mean, he's missed doing so many things, just because he doesn't think to do them. I can't have any more kids. I would want to, but not with him, but then, with who. I don't want to leave my husband. I love him. Just his bipolar ways confuse me and I'm never quite sure how to cope.