Today as I woke up, the first thing that came into mind that today marks 1 week since I rushed to…

Today as I woke up, the first thing that came into mind that today marks 1 week since I rushed to the hospital because I knew something was wrong with myself and my baby then I was given the news that I had an ectopic pregnancy at 6 weeks and had to have emergency surgery. I know that I am upset and heartbroken of course. I am hurt that after trying for 8 months we finally got our prayers answered with becoming pregnant than after a week of feeling that joy, it was taken away. Some part of me felt like something wasn't right that whole week of knowing I was pregnant, but I didn't want to accept it. I had to when they told me at the hospital. Maybe one day god will bless my husband and I with another healthy child. We love you our angel Baby, forever and always 8.26.17