I feel like my bd out here entertaining these girls ..honestly like he never stopped buh he thought…

I feel like my bd out here entertaining these girls ..honestly like he never stopped buh he thought he was hiding it well..the feelin in my gut hasn't left at all n gets stronger everyday! Love is fuked up cause I can leave buh I'll still be there for him in some small way...I wanna leave n be gone ! His father "married" buh on dating sites nd shit like he single..his brother be fukin other girls n he pose to be ina committed relationship..it runs in the family !! I pray everyday tht horrible cycle ended & my son isn't apart of it !! Yal while I was in the hospital girl texted his phone "Dj ❤️" then like an hour later said "talk to me"..I threw him his phone nd said yur gf said talk to her..he came up wit the biggest n quickest lie nd then try to change it up nd make it bout me..smdh..this neqqa ain loyal n I'm tired of his shit ! I still love him but ion feel like I'm in love anymore..I wanna move on nd leave him in the dust ! I wanna feel real ROMANCE,LOVE AND APPRECIATION nd so much more !!! Our kids was the best thing to ever come outta our relationship!! I JUST HAD TO LET THAT OUT !!