The pillow that my little man is clinging to here was made from one of my Moms shirts after she died this time last…

The pillow that my little man is clinging to here was made from one of my Moms shirts after she died this time last year. Will has become very attached to this pillow lately. He will carry it around with him and hug it and lay on it. Even though it's so sweet, it breaks my heart so much. Will was only 3 months old when my Mama left us unexpectedly. They had only seen each other twice during that time. Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of the day I received that horrible call. I miss her so much 😪 She left us too soon. Next week, we will bury her ashes beside her Dad. It still doesn't give me closure. I just wish I could have 1 more day with her. 😪