Please Take A Moment And Read My Latest Blog Post... I Went Out On A Limb That I've Never Taken..

Please Take A Moment And Read My Latest Blog Post... I Went Out On A Limb That I've Never Taken..

Sitting Up Tonight And Doing Some Deep Thinking. The Biggest Thing On My Mind Is My Scars That I Carry Everyday. Not Just Internally, But External As Well. I Can Tell You A Story To Go With Every One I Have And How It Had Changed Me Forever! I've Been Bullied And Cheated On, Taken Advantage Of And Told I Would Never Amount To Anything. I Gave My All To People Who Could Really Have Cared Less. I Have Loved People Who Didn't Even Care About Me. I Have Spent Endless Nights In Tears By Myself And Wondered When The Pain Was Gonna End. Some Nights I Even Wanted To Die. I Still To This Day Have Times When I Feel Like I Would Be Better Off Dead. People Have Honestly Gotten The Best Of Me And Broke Me Down. I've Tried To Build Myself Up And Every Time I Fail In Some Way. I Have Had To Learn How To Live With My Scars And Embrace Them! It's Not Easy At All. I Have Self Esteem Issues. I Won't Wear Certain Clothes, Or Makeup. Most Of The Time I Sit At Home In My Safe Haven In My Sweat Pants And My Hair Up In A Bun. I Don't Dress Up Or Anything Like That. Do You Know How Bad I Wanna Get Out And Embrace Myself? But Because Of The Way I Was Judged Growing Up And Bullied In School, I Just Can't Bring Myself To Do It. I Have All Kinds Of Pinterest Boards With Ideas That I Would Love To Put To Use. I Have Sat And Cried About This Many Many Times. It Honestly Kills Me Inside. I Just Wanna Be Able To Embrace Myself And Live Freely, But I Just Don't See It Happening. I'm Gonna Leave You With My Favorite Line From A Song A Heard Earlier: Every Scar Has A Story, Just Ask My Heart. 💔