My birth experience was the complete opposite of how I wanted it to go and I hold so much guilt. It just seems like it's one thing after another and I can't catch a break.
@vamommy89, so sad, I barely remember much except waiting for them to take me back was the longest 30 min of my life. Our daughter was stuck in my pelvis and there was no way she was coming out. In the end having her here was worth it but I just wish it would have went differently. And now I'm dealing with my incision, part of it came open ☹️
@vamommy89, it's the worse and it's one of those things that you can explain to people but unless they haven't went through it they don't truly understand
I wasn't able to "be there" when she was born because the epidural stopped working so I had to completely put out for my C-section, I didn't get to meet her till 2 hours after she was born and I missed everything.