I can't vent to facebook..soo... Im highly pissed no im not pissed im angry as hell... My mom is so damn selfish and scandalous. I just moved into my own place and she also babysits my kids while I work. Well today I went over there to get out and to wash my clothes so she goes why are washing here you can goto the laundromat... Im 5 months pregnant with two kids you would think she would be willing to help... Why would I want to take both kids to the laundromat.. She goes you need to learn to be independent... Whoaaaa as far as im concerned i dont beg or ask anyone for shit i do everything by myself so im sorry im going through a miserable fucking divorce and literally came over there because I was off and needed someone to talk to and trying to learn this new life.. Sorry i thought my mom out of everyone would be there for me.. She also goes you just left from here i need a break.. Soooo if you feel like that why are you begging me to get child ass. Through state so that you can babysit and get paid.. She always shuts me out makes me feel like i shouldnt talk about my mental health or i need to be stronger.. I feel like me putting my children and me first by leaving my husband (previous post) was a big step for me ive started working after 2 years and i actually moved and signed my own lease.. She also asked if he came over last night.. I told her don't bring him up i haven't talked to him.... I just feel so sad and that im trying my best to learn to do this alone but i dont feel i should ve considered weak for wanted help and support .. I grew up pretty quick im barely 22 3 kids already getting divorced I know it could be worse but for me right now this is hard for me to handle and I feel im being pretty strong..