Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I don't think she gets it.

I swear sometimes I just need to renew my policy to not look at the comments in Facebook. I never used to. I don't know why I started. But the ignorance is real.

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Let's see if I can get this to post?

If so...here is that crazy bloating I was talking about yesterday! I HATE it and what ever it is....if it's not an early sign of pregnancy I hope it goes away soon bc I'm too small and it looks funny on me! Lol 9 dpo today. Only experienced this once before and it was due to a cyst. I did bloat alot during my last 3 pregnancies but don't remember it being a first sign??? Was it anyone's first sign? Before missed period?

I found this at my aunt's house.... It has to be a sign right?