The first time I left the house today was to meet my only mom friend with a kid my sons age at the…

The first time I left the house today was to meet my only mom friend with a kid my sons age at the park, she is 6 months pregnant, happened the first month of trying, just like that.

The second time I left the house today was to go to the post office. The only other person in the building was a pregnant woman.

My sisters are having a sleep over with my son tonight, so my husband and I went out for dinner. Our waitress, due in September.

Seriously!? Here I am, cycle day #1, month #5

If it doesn't happen soon I am going to have to find a job and go back to work. My husband and I agreed that I could take a year off to be with my son, he's 20 months now, so I've been home longer than expected already. We were just hoping #2 would show up and I could just continue being home for a bit.

If I end up having to go back to work, chances are that I won't have another opportunity to be a stay at home mom again 😪