Been up all night crying. Slept till almost one. I feel depressed. I've never been in love like this…

What happened

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@queenmommy414, he just keeps saying I'm not his type but he knows he will never find better. He just not attracted to me. We we're a one night stand that ended up me being pregnant. I fell in love w him. He says he loves me but isn't in love with me. He cares about me and Avery dearly. But he doesn't see a future with me. He just doesn't know what he wants. And it's hurting me. I can't leave rn bc my moms house has mold so I've been living w him. And we about to start setting up my baby's room but now I don't even want to bc I'm afraid I'm just gonna have to pack it all up in a month... people keep saying I deserve better and I know I do but it's hard to walk away from someone you love. He just being stupid and can't see that we are perfect for each other literally.

I pray you can conquer your struggle and trust God that whatever he takes away is because he has something better for you.💚

Girl you're beautiful! And any man would be lucky to have you, not only because of your looks, but you seem like you have a kind heart. If he doesn't see what he has then clearly things aren't going to change but for your sake and the baby's maybe he'll open his eyes!!

Maybe leaving will be the kick he needs to get his ass in gear. And then you can decide if you want to be with him or not. From experience, I've learned that you can't just wait for someone to change their mind or to be the right one from you. They will just disappoint you. Life is too short to be unhappy. You deserve to be loved the way you need to be. You are beautiful and I know you're strong. It sucks when the one you love doesn't feel the same, but you will learn from this and become even stronger. If you need to chat, you can message me. I'm so sorry you're going through this, and I hope he comes to his senses, or that you meet someone wonderful. 💖

@halifax6, we have... he was in cali for 5 months. The first 5 months of my pregnancy. And he was feeling this way so I broke up w him. And then he came back and he told me he missed me and wants the family. But it's been 2 months since he has been back and he saying he still feels the same way he thought it would change once he came back from Cali... I just don't wanna leave well I can't leave ATM bc I have no where to go. I just gonna be crying for a good bit and just scared my baby is gonna come early bc I'm so upset all the tome

@bbradford1994 I'm so sorry. Don't cry too much cause he is not worth it! I can't imagine it being easy not crying with your emotions allover the place. Stupid hormones. I wish you the best!