Now that my son is in school all day I have no idea what to do with myself when I'm not cleaning or doing homework 😩 lol I need to get to know people where I live now 😒😂
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I do now as an adult but as a kid? Uhhhmm no.
Do I ask for painkillers now or is it too early? Starting to become more and more painful 😣😐

I failed by 1.
Now I have to do the 3hr..😔😕🙁😟☹️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?