I hate calculating bills. Even when I know we have the money and have nothing to worry about. I…

I hate calculating bills. Even when I know we have the money and have nothing to worry about. I still get stressed out. My husband is constantly telling me we are fine and we have the money for our bills and closing cost to buy the house plus have extra. Mhmm I think I'll be relaxed once we are all packed and moved into our house. I probably still won't be relaxed because then I'll be trying to figure out and budget for water, sewer, gas, and what electric will be for our house. Relaxing is foreign to me.