Im really just lost & confused. I can't afford another baby, my fiancé & I just got kicked out & are…

Im really just lost & confused. I can't afford another baby, my fiancé & I just got kicked out & are now living with his father (who hates me, doesn't know im pregnant again.) I don't want to abort my baby, im against it, don't believe in it. But I know I couldn't carry a baby till birth & hand him/her off