Don't worry mama, we all have our low moments. I was in a similar position as you. Except I was pregnant when we moved out to Fullerton into our apartment. We lost it when I was in the hospital with our baby I ended up having 3 months early. The lease was in my name, it messed up my credit, we didn't have an apartment to go back to after our little got out after 2 months in the NICU. so now we were forced to move back into my grandparents house where neither of us had jobs. The struggle is real! I feel your pain just keep your head up.