Seriously at my wits end with my SO I love him but honestly am so tired of shit he does and how…

Seriously at my wits end with my SO I love him but honestly am so tired of shit he does and how shady he can be. He can say whatever he wants to me and yells at me if I get upset and try to defend myself but the second I point out something he does I'm the biggest Bitch ever and blah blah blah. Fuck it. 😒