Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

This is gonna be my first, but I want 2. :)

I think this will be my LAST baby. My boyfriend is up there in age 🤷🏽‍♀️

The only reason I have not killed myself is bc of my daughter and not wanting to go to hell I pray that I won't wake up the next morning

Help!!!

My lease is up 12/23 and I want to move . For some reason I thought I had to give 30 day notice, no it’s 60 days . My fault for not double checking. My rent would be 1410 per the contract does the math add up to 1692 month to month? It says 120% of rent . The office isn’t answering my calls or emails once I said I want to give my 60 days as of 11/12. Sorry if it’s too small