I hope this helps and y'all moms with my account

I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...

Mother rant

I want to start off this rant with: I love my mom, she is amazing and has helped so much since ds was born and she will be an even bigger help when ds2 is born.

Thank you so much ladies, I'm blessed to have y'all in my life😙😙😙

Gave birth at 2:11pm, he's 5LBS 7oz and in NICU due to his sugars but last report was that he was doing very well. Pictures will be posted in a bit, as for mom, I'm trying to Cope with being away from my eldest but so far so good as far as that goes, also 25min of pushing, no tearing and minimum bleeding🙌🙌🙌

Just been pumping and sending my little love mamas milk and he's been doing great.

Thank you all for the love and wishes ladi...

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...