My Little man is officially one. It's crazy how time can fly right before your eyes,my heart feels…

My Little man is officially one. It's crazy how time can fly right before your eyes,my heart feels so heavy but at the same time full of joyful emotions. It's hard to see your baby grow,it's so bittersweet❤️

Who would've known that I would be your mother baby boy. At exactly 2:41 a.m on this special day my life shook for a split second. I wasn't there to see or hold you, only god knows why you went into sudden distress. All I can remember is waking up and asking to see you for the very first time. Your dad to this day reminds me of how much you would avoid opening your beautiful eyes for anyone,but that all changed as soon as I held that little hand of yours. I can admit having a NICCU baby had been by far the most hardest part I'd ever have to live through,crying was the only healing I could do only because I wished I could take you home. Knowing the fighter you are, you were able to be by my side a week later and now here we are celebrating your first birthday. Baby Maghness you're the most happiest baby I have ever seen,no matter what you're doing or feeling you never fail to smile. I remember counting down the days to finally hold you, counting down the months to take each and every picture of your growth,and now here I am counting down the years till you realize that pointing/mocking mom,telling her to "stop" for everything isn't funny,but once again I can't help but smile and laugh along with that contagious giggle of yours. I just want you to know that I love you from the bottom of my heart,nothing nor anyone will ever change that. I was born to hustle and provide for what I truly love and that's what you're all made of...Love,patience,happiness,tears,and most of all that strong character of yours. Maghness ,you're one of kind❤️