@onelovemusic05 @deckroth2001 ive been considering finding a counselor but I would have to pay out of pocket and I'm already swamped with bills so ill have to wait until my husband is approved for disability and we have two incomes. But thank you for your support!! I've been trying to eat slower so I can register how full I am so I can stop before I over eat. Its a long road ahead of me to break this habit but I know I can do it 😁

@ilovemychildren, I agree with @deckroth2001, you will get through this! Have you looked for help elsewhere besides your husband? Maybe someone who's been in your shoes ? I think that would help out a lot.. knowing what they did to over come it.

@ilovemychildren you got this! Eat smaller amounts threw out the day. One day at a time. Do you have a support buddy? Someone to keep you honest other then your husband? If not I'm willing to help

My main health goal is to work on my eating disorder. I've had bulimia since I was 13 and i have a lot of health issues because of it. Tooth decay, tonsil stones, stomach ulcer, esophageal erosion, etc. I would give anything to be able to just stop throwing up when I eat. I don't even like that feeling of being full anymore, I fear it. Its been a tough two years but my husband has helped me get it more under control than it was. I go through times of it being worse than others but at least since I had my baby I've been doing a lot better..