Okay, so my husband and I NEVER are able to get any alone time. It's the most difficult task in the world to find…

Okay, so my husband and I NEVER are able to get any alone time. It's the most difficult task in the world to find someone to watch the girls but my mom offered to keep them Saturday night. So my husband and I went to watch fireworks & watched a movie. When I woke up Sunday morning, we just laid around and did nothing but I couldn't help but stress about the fact that I didn't really feel any type of "spark" or connection still with him. I kept thinking maybe it was just because the girls were there so I felt strange but I'm so concerned about it. Idk what to do :( I don't want to lose my husband or my family but at this point, it kind of feels like my girls are the only thing holding us together