So irritated I show up to work for my damn graveyard shift. And I didn't know that there was a dress code since we are literally all covered up any way. And wat happens I get fukkin sent home. So tired and over all this bullshit. I don't need this shit right now. I seriously didn't. I'm seriously just so over shit at this point. I can feel like I'm literally at my breaking point. And I don't know what to do. It's basically me who has to hold it together for the family. And it's 100000x more stress on me knowing that it is.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Started smoking 🚬 again and i know it's bad but by god I literally felt like ripping my skin 😱 off it got so bad
I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.
I literally want to kill my friends daughter.
We live together And her daughter destroys EVERYTHING and they don't do anything about it.
I would kill my daughter if she did that kind of stuff !!!!
It's a school night , and I heard her awake.
So I get up to pee and check on her ...
This child got into my sephora and MAC makeup and DESTROYED it all !
Every ounce of it is all over the walls , the floors , the shower curtain , mirror .... EVERY WHERE !!
That stuff is not freaking cheap.
Sh...