I'm sorry ladies but I'm about to RANT***

I'm sorry ladies but I'm about to RANT***

If I don't get this out I'm gonna internalize and blow up on everyone later. Against everyone's expectations I've started going back to school to get my RN license & I have NO support system not even my husband. He thinks school is a waste of time and that I should wait til my daughter is in school to go back. My parents live across the country & of course they support me but can't help me with child care. Which is the major issue, I have no one to babysit her while I'm in class for ONE day a week for ONE hour! I know, crazy right 💁My FILs wife was kind enough to watch her but switched up & stated she can no longer watch her because her class schedule changed from Friday mornings to Tuesday mornings all because my HUSBAND didn't want to go to his fathers birthday gathering because he previously arranged to go to his cousins birthday (his cousin, aside from myself was the only other person to remember his birthday). Now she's stating she started working and her classes are back to Friday mornings all in one week. I'm sorry, but really... ? I'm just about to tears because I'm about to lose it, I can't afford daycare and I can't miss more than two consecutive days of classes or the consequence is expulsion from the program.