My Mom tells me today she's sorry she never said I love you or ask us how we are doing in life and so on

I don't blame her for anything but i did get affected by it i grew up to keep everything to my self to write my problems down and never say anything i grew up with mom getting beat up and me getting bullied at school

i don't like having friends

Because i don't trust anyone. And because i dont like people getting into my life,

all my brothers are like that but I'm trying to break that patterned my kids are my world and my everything and i make sure they know that I'm always here for them.