Well I guess I'm leaving everything in God's hands. Sent him a silent prayer for everything. I feel…

Well I guess I'm leaving everything in God's hands. Sent him a silent prayer for everything. I feel like one will never be enough to tell him how much I want this, how much my husband wants this. I know it will take time but I hope he hears me and understands. 😢 I feel like I don't deserve his blessing but I'm trying my hardest to leave everything to him 🙏