VENTING: Feeling little down right now. While in the shower I'm thinking....hubby's ex is getting…

VENTING:

Feeling little down right now.

While in the shower I'm thinking....hubby's ex is getting exactly what she want. It it's her every intention to put as much burden on my hubby bc she is jealous of me n still after about 3 yrs bitter from their divorce that she wanted from him. After she divorce him she struggled n now he married me she regretted her decision. I love him to depths of my soul n since we married she been a thorn. She put unnecessary child support on him. He has always took care of their kids more than she do. So today he told me that money will be very tight in the coming months till we able to get a steady budget going. What I heard was " I have to stress. He will be working all the time n there is no extra time for us things going to be alot difficult till whenever. I have to get a job to help n put our kids into daycare. Do what I hate to do let some one raise my kids their way." Now that baby is almost here it's going to be stressful bc it's more money hubby have to pay out. I hate that I'm in this position bc I really want to help hubby NOW. I see the stress in his conversation with me n it tears me up every time to see him upset. He always assure me that we going to be ok n we do but I see him work so hard to make us ok. 😢😥😭